Dear Dale,

I sent you a "happy birthday note and told you of being here with Olga in our apartment with Olga's sick and dying father with us, and of the daily care for a 2 yo. You responded by asking about our divorce. I told the answer to that to your subordinate in June in preparation for Moscow convention so that I could share any testimony that God would give me. I had been granted a divorce in 2006 but did not implement it till after the 10 year point in October 2010.

To answer your Question about living together: this is my home. I bought it with a loan from my children's inheritance in Florida. I am still paying $600 a month for the money I brought to Russia for this property and a loan to Olga's brother.

I only had a Russian visa at the time of the purchase and trusted to put the apartment in Olga's name based on her vow that I had complete control of what I was responsible for.

After two of our Siberian Airline planes were blown up by women with bombs in their burkas Olga agreed to make out a Will giving 1/4 to each of our four children (one being her daughter) later Olga refused and I started a divorce in hopes that Olga would repent.

As you are a witness, the apartment was set up with a room for Meetings and teaching. I brought over 24 Russian/English Bibles and Spring and Fall taught Spoken English by reading the Bibles. The fall of 2010 was my last class in the Children's Library. Around 2004 when the first Workers came I left them a class of five students and the bibles to teach in the Children's library. When I came back in the Spring I needed to restart the class. The workers had stopped the class. One of the workers told me that they had more important things to do.

As I am writing, Olga and her dying father are sleeping in the Workers room and Olga's daughter (Anna) and granddaughter (Darina) are sleeping in the living room (class room, Meeting room) which has been converted to a bed room as Anna does not want the extra trip to take Darina home and bring her back in the morning.

It seems that my service to spread fellowship in Christ's Spirit has not born much fruit but I am glad to have given these 12 years of my life and wealth to travel to Russia twice a year and provide a setting (Meetings, classes in Bible study, a home for the Lord's Servants of Luke 10) and the communications of providing Bibles and Bible Study.

I still hope and pray that some good for the Lord may come from my service, but the breakdown of trust and respect is one of the most painful periods in my life. There were two worse: My first wife divorced me taking my home, three children and income when my children were 6,7 and 8 yo. Second, after 15 years of divorce my first wife died and I Professed openly to be an example to my children and grandchildren. I remarried a professing lady two years later. We were married less than 6 months and I was to have Union Meetings in my home. I had to turn down meeting because of sex novels and lack of respect for my authority to remove them.

Sex novels that had been left out when my none professing children were visiting. They were put away when Professing Friends were there. I was not aware of the content till my son showed me a sensuous seen of adultery. My then wife would not give me the respect required for being a Deacon as she refused to remove the books. She said she would divorce me if I turned down meeting. In my service to God (when I have the Grace) I would rather dead than to host a Meeting on a false foundation. So I turned down Meeting and she divorced me.

The bible says that one of God's children that is a slave that. after 7 years, he shall go free. It was 9 years after divorce that I married Olga and I did not take that course before offering for a reconciliation with my 9 years former wife. That offer was rejected.

It is hard for me to discuss my marriage with you because you in your authority (submitting to those in control over your service) you deigned me the right of sharing in meeting what the Holy Spirit gave me to share in Meeting, as long as I was married. That event with Arnie as a witness was one of the sharp Spiritual pains in my life. It is painful for me to write you for all the times the Lord gave me a Testimony and it was not respected.

I have not shared the divorce news with any but a confident (Olga said she had told the workers in Russia). I am using my response for sharing this news with my two Elders, a Stepson in the Lord's service and Inviting Joel to share this with his Companion.

I have not stopped loving any of my family (including divorced) and I still hope for Olga to keep her word. I want to help Pop pass as he was honorable to me and forced his son to pay back a $10,000 loan. Unfortunately what was left went into a joint account here and Olga removed it and says it is gone for paying bills and attorney fees. Anyway there would be an open end if I were not here to help Pop in his passing.

Regarding the home here, by Russian Divorce Law it is half mine and as I said I am still paying $600 on the loan held by a bank in Florida.

Joel is my stepson. In the past events in my life have tested him and he passed with flying colors. That he is serving the Spirit of Truth and seeking lost sheep to tell them of the Rent Veil (Mt.27:50-51) is greatest joy and of my children, grandchildren or former students have brought me, though Dewey (a former student) is a close second.

With love for Jesus the Christ and the Spirit of Truth in God, Don

cc: Olga, Ron, Aaron, Joel and Dewey
PS 1 of 2) I don't want sharing the truth any of these events to harm Olga's, or any other women's, acceptance and respect.

I have been studying God's Laws as they relate to genetics of men and women. Men have 2 to 4 billion more brain cell and verbal/logical verses pattern/non-verbal specialization in the two hemispheres of the cerebrum.

One of God's Biological Laws is "Only what survives propagates!" and another "In Him we live and move and have our being!" Acts 17:28.

Study of our genetics and remains of Hunter Gatherer Tribes and their living quarters show that this way of life dominated for hundreds of thousands of years. Farther studies (see: show that during this long history of God creating men and women out of the dust that up to 60% of the men died by violence. The main reason for violence was tribal warfare. The main cause of war was one tribe attacking the other to get there young women.

By God's Law's of genetics in breeding brings degenerate sickness and death. This led to culture like the Eskimo men to invite a traveler to sleep with his wife or daughter. The cross breeding led to survival so that behavior was propagated by the law of "what survives propagates". The same is true of warfare to food and wives!

What tended to win the battle, or kill the beast in hunting, or protect the home was men that could plan ahead and work together in trust. The women that tended to survive were those that (though taken by violence and rape) they went along to get along and even developed and attraction to the invader as well as the ability to manipulate the priest or chief against the authority of their husband.

For hundreds of thousands of years women have been taken by violence and rape. You can begin to understand why so many women can murder their unborn (and born) child. Infanticide was one of the main reasons that the Catholic Church elevated Mary so high as a model for women to follow. "Making their children pass through the fire to Moloch" was dropping them into the idol's arms where they tumbled down into the fire while priest played loud drums so the screams of the children were not heard.

I could go on but God's Laws of genetics gave women a heavy burden to bare. Ecc. 7:28 "One man in a thousand have I found but who can find a woman?"

It was the male planning and father son culture that led to the defense of children which is the foundation of the Abramaic Culture and God's Chosen People! In my life-time women were liberated form home and child care by factory work in WWII. Since then I have seen the breakdown of respect for home, husband and father in my country and among people professing Christ! May we understand God's laws and use them for a healthy foundation for Home, Family and Home Meetings!

The solution God has shown me is Mat. 7:16 "By there fruits you shall know them". Whether for public responsibility or finding the lost sheep and preaching the "rent vial" (open door to God with out have to go to a priest). The positions of responsibility need to be given to them that have proven themselves by bearing good fruit to the first and second generations and have proven themselves as bishops and deacons.

Raising a healthy family is not done by the best man or the best women and it is not taught in schools (try to teach the children of psychology professors!). It is not in word bud on the animal level in deeds.

Yes the man need to be the spokesman "1 Corinthians 14:35 And if they will learn any thing, let them ask their husbands at home: for it is a shame for women to speak in the church." Did you know that many of the pair sent by Christ took a wife or sister as a companion. Much of the work done in the area of "the seven churches" and there founding was done by Peter and His Wife?

In heaven (God's Ideal Future) there is no marriage and once the genetic limitation and corruption by a history of women being violated, the rules will change. By God's laws of genetics we have turned wolves into sheep dogs. I nave breed Guppies to have a special color and it only took a few generations of selective breeding.

When I saw the tender wisdom and service of a couple in Moscow that had raised their three children with a Home meeting and bore the fruit of professing children and grand children with a son in the work, God showed me an example of the wisdom that we need in leadership! Not a man or a women but a teem that that could compete with other such teams to see who would bare the fruit that earned the respect for taking responsibility and the control to meet that responsibility.

This is my answer to how God's laws can be used to save home family and have a growing future of homes, families and Home Meeting that can serve God's highest purposes.

God's Laws don't change. Jump out of a ten story building and you are dead! Mercy is not God changing His Laws to serve us! Mercy is us loving God enough to learn and respect His Laws, whether it be of Physics, Chemistry, Cytology, Physiology, Psychology, Sociology or Ontology.

At this point the most important thing for offsprings to be able to grow in love from:
1) self love to
2) love of others like self to
3) love of others not like self to
4a) females who were cared for by their mother enough that they can grow up to love their home, husband and children, and give her children a healthy nursing bond for 2 to 4 years and home for the first 5 to 7 years and maybe even going on to home schooling and
4b) males cared for enough by their mother (and later father) to be able to love their home, wife and children from the role model of a providing, protecting and guiding father with the respect and control to meet his responsibilities, to
5) love for their Home Meeting and community (Bob Mackarrow - who has brought many lost sheep to fellowship) to
6) love of freedom, country and Christ that has led many to have served and sacrificed even their lives following Christ: as in Luke 22:35-38
"And he said unto them, When I sent you without purse, and scrip, and shoes, lacked ye any thing? And they said, Nothing. Then said he unto them, But now, he that hath a purse, let him take it, and likewise his scrip: and he that hath no sword, let him sell his garment, and buy one. For I say unto you, that this that is written must yet be accomplished in me, And he was reckoned among the transgressors: for the things concerning me have an end. And they said, Lord, behold, here are two swords. And he said unto them, It is enough." and Paul "Romans 13:1-5 Let every soul be subject unto the higher powers. For there is no power but of God: the powers that be are ordained of God. Whosoever therefore resisteth the power, resisteth the ordinance of God :and they that resist shall receive to themselves damnation. For rulers are not a terror to good works, but to the evil. Wilt thou then not be afraid of the power? do that which is good, and thou shalt have praise of the same: For he is the minister of God to thee for good. But if thou do that which is evil, be afraid; for he beareth not the sword in vain :for he is the minister of God, a revenger to execute wrath upon him that doeth evil. Wherefore ye must needs be subject, not only for wrath, but also for conscience sake.

Unfortunately the land of the Seven Churches was lost when "Christians" refused to defend their homes, villages and cities. Today it is not safe to walk with a Bible there (they have murdered "Christians" down to 1% of the population) and there are no Workers in the land of the Seven Churches!
We are in fact predestined in our ability to grow in the love and responsibility for fruitfully serving home, family and God by God's Laws of healthy child development, home and family and those in positions of leadership need to be teams that hve born healthy fruit in there children, grandchildren and Home Church service of baring fruit to Christ by witnessing to others

PS 2 of 2) This is an unsent letter to the worker Joyce W. in February of this year:

Dear Joyce,
Thank you for the communications.

I know personally of the sincerity in your heart.

As you may know I love the Lord and serve the Spirit of Truth every day. Jesus said to be in the world but not of the world. He spent his time with publicans, sinners and wine bibbers as lost sheep and brought many to the fold.

My Dad was killed in an accident when I was 12. My mother remarried when I was 14.

The Summers when I was 14,15 and 16 I worked on a farm and then hitch-hiked across the country many times with nothing but the shirt on my back. I was even down into Mexico at 15. At 16 I also traveled with a magazine crew (a different city each week) with money and a hotel room. Thay were two different worlds.

Hearts opened to me when I went with nothing but never the religious people with the crosses hanging in their car.

I know the heaven is in your heart as it is in mine (it comes without observation but by their fruits you will know them).

Olga and I bore witness here in Russia that there were 2x2 servants following Luke 9:3 And he said unto them, Take nothing for your journey, neither staves, nor scrip, neither bread, neither money; neither have two coats apiece. Luke 9:4 And whatsoever house ye enter into, there abide, and thence depart. There were four homes opened and more willing.

Taho and Eric stayed for I think three days in Luba's moms apartment. Arnie stayed for three days at Luba's and years later Sunok stayed a night with Olga's mom when left alone in her batch.

I bought an apartment and started English classes with the Russian/ English bible both in our home and in the children's library. Workers visited and the children were invited to a meal with the workers. After the meal we had a gospel meeting around the table. One spoke as a harsh authoritarian judgmental priest with the children present. I shuttered! The one girl lost interest in the classes after that and seemed to resent her brothers joy in the classes with the bible. It was not long after that that the children stopped coming. We were told the parents thought we were a cult.

Even though we had a place for the workers they got a batch. When we left that time I turned over the library weekly class to the workers. The workers did not continue. When we returned one of the workers told me that their time was to valuable to spend on the children (the same one that spoke so harshly after dinner).

Sharing One Pain In Love Is Healing (as this letter is for me)

When we love people and are shocked and hurt a couple things can happen. If we suppress the experience part of are ability to love is serpressed with the pain. In love letting someone share their pain is healing (to be harsh just makes it worse). Maybe that is why I am writing this letter (I feel you have the strength in God to maybe be of some help by just lovingly letting me share some pain).

To help a friend of my stepfather's that was in the war in Germany, I interviewed him about the horror he experienced as part of the troops that liberated Buchenwaldt. You can see the series of ten clips on youtube starting with

As you know, in Russia when under overseer authority my sharing what the Lord has given me is not permitted in meeting. But the workers when having meeting in my home there would give me an opening to talk after meeting. To share the work of Christ's love in my heart I mentioned Frank's sharing with me his testimony of the liberation of Buchenwaldt. My testimony was condemned by both workers with the strength that comes from "Matthew 18:18 Verily I say unto you, Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven. Matthew 18:19 Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven."

Jesus was in the world but not of the world.
Matthew 9:10 And it came to pass, as Jesus sat at meat in the house, behold, many publicans and sinners came and sat down with him and his disciples.
Matthew 9:11 And when the Pharisees saw it, they said unto his disciples, Why eateth your Master with publicans and sinners?
Matthew 9:12 But when Jesus heard that, he said unto them, They that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick.
Matthew 9:13 But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.
Matthew 11:19 The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children.

The Spirit of God is there to feed all that come to love him. If we have Christ's Spirit living in us it is fed so that we can serve Christ's Spirit in the world to find lost sheep. Christ rent the Vail so there is no need for a go-between but in fellowship with the same purpose (To serve God) we encourage one another in our service.

Revelations 1:5 And from Jesus Christ, who is the faithful witness, and the first begotten of the dead, and the prince of the kings of the earth. Unto him that loved us, and washed us from our sins in his own blood,
Revelations 1:6 And hath made us kings and priests unto God and his Father; to him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen.

Till now my service to God has only born my mother and Olga. I have been betrayed and degraded. My testimony rejected and many efforts till now have failed and it seems to me that the saints are not of the world and not in the world that they can serve Christ and often the 2x2 servants are feeding on the sheep with cars and batches and travel accommodations rather than joining a community to get to know people and find lost sheep.
Donald J. Johnson Sr.
From: Dale Benjamin <>
To: 'Donald Johnson' <>
Sent: Monday, September 19, 2011 6:32 PM
Subject: RE: Some news and Happy Birthday!

Dear Donald
Thank you for your note.
Pardon me for asking this question, please.
Maybe it is not my place to ask, but:
I was of the impression that you and Olga had divorced?
Do you still live together?
From: Donald Johnson []
Sent: Sunday, September 18, 2011 00:24
Subject: Some news and Happy Birthday!
I want to wish you well on your birthday and every day!
I am at our apartment in Russia. Olga's father is on his death bed here. Olga's mother was here also but she got so she could get out of bed and walk some and now others are caring for her in her apartment.
Olga's daughter is staying here for the last week needing Olga's care but still going to work while Olga cares for the baby for a 12 hour day.
It is nice to see Olga's brother and his son come to lift father for a hand bath and an injection.
I heard that you had been vwery ill but are now able for God's service of finding his lost ones.
How are you doing?
Love and best wishes for you and the work you do.
As is in Christ, Don.
Donald J. Johnson Sr.